So, what now? It seems like everybody’s breaking up. But I’m confident, I have faith in us. I love you. I always will. I love you, I always will.

Un flambeau, Jeannette, Isabelle
Un flambeau, courons au berceau!

Hahahahaha (: I love the holidays
I am egg-cited about tomorrow. La la la. I miss Daniel
Hahahahaha
Hahahahaha

Okay, it’s really not that funny
I’m so nervous about saturday aaaaaahhhhhh

I don’t know if this is what I want any more
I mean, I don’t know if I should want this any more

It’s been a really emo night. Not emo-sad but emo-thinking. And wondering. And dissecting what I’ve kept believing because I’m starting to have doubts. I didn’t cry tonight, which is quite surprising. I didn’t even feel sad. I’ve felt so many emotions in bombardments and now… Now I just feel -

I don’t know. Pissed.

I wonder why I keep a blog anyway. I’ve lost the urge to blog about my daily activities. It’s almost as if I sometimes (rarely) need an outlet to talk to myself, to see my thoughts come out in text, as if to realise them. Make them solid. For proof that they’re really there. Seeing is believing.

Then again, I don’t really have any thoughts, no profound ones anyway. I haven’t had many of those since O’s ended. No actually, more like since Prelims began. I guess that’s good, I’ve been relatively happy and problem-free, no long thought sessions, almost no emo-time (:

I kind of miss thinking. HAHA, that sounds really weird, like my mind has totally rotted away or something. Maybe it has.

I’ve decided to return to wordpress… for now
Anyone who has stupid quizzes to do, please tag me

Do you have secrets?
I can’t think of any now. But er, I’m sure I do

Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
Probably not. But love knows no boundaries. Ha, cheesy. But I think it’s true.

Do you enjoy going to school?
Sometimes

What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy an iTouch. I just discovered how damn bloody cool it is. I don’t know lah. Give me a billion bucks then I’ll decide. This is such an irritating question

Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I don’t have one

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

Who do you idolise?
Nobody, really. There’s no point in idolising anyone. You’re never going to be them. Just be yourself and make the most of it.

If the person you secretly liked was already attached, what would you do?
Think of all the negativities regarding him and get over him pronto

Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes. End of O’s. And this relationship for the past 9 months, more than anything else

Do you have any regrets?
Yea, trivial academic ones regarding individual exam papers. Nothing profound.

How would you see yourself in 10 yrs time?
Ideally? I’d still be with the boy I love now. With a career either as a journalist or professional wrestler

Who are currently the most important people to you?
Mum, dad, Gabby, Daniel

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Depends on how much I love my husband lah

What is your favourite colour?
Green, or turqoise

Would you give all in a relationship?
Eventually, yes. Completely and wholly. But it takes time to get there

What would you do if someone you hated asked for your forgiveness?
I’d feel confused.

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horribl a thing someone has done?
No. Probably not.

Do you prefer being single or being in a relationship?
Being in a relationship, otherwise I wouldn’t be in one now. But that’s only cause I captured the sweetest, loveliest, cutest like baby around (love you)

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Byebye.