I don’t know if this is what I want any more
I mean, I don’t know if I should want this any more

It’s been a really emo night. Not emo-sad but emo-thinking. And wondering. And dissecting what I’ve kept believing because I’m starting to have doubts. I didn’t cry tonight, which is quite surprising. I didn’t even feel sad. I’ve felt so many emotions in bombardments and now… Now I just feel -

I don’t know. Pissed.